goldfish
Lily Wang
Middletown, New Jersey, USA
High Technology High School
Poetry
for two cents, the man,
answering, would reach into the ocean
open another sail, & draw
a second sky. in this picture,
the sky was never just blue
but pink & yellow & orange
long before sunset. in your version of the story, lao lao,
the bottle makes it across
an ocean & waits on gaping sands
for the promise that even a family of dandelion,
rooted in the present,
will make their way back on august winds
for a hundred ren min bi, the girl
will pirate the gold,
will wish you, lao lao, “fortune like the east sea
& a lifetime like the south mountain.” if these words
emerge with static, then nine years
has drifted a summer into a stranger, between us
is the trans-pacific cable & there’s a girl yelling
in the background. her sand castle was melting
too early, she was lost in the currents
between us, our paper card promises, a deep ultramarine
for three thousand dollars, mama
will buy the ticket. one-way & not home.
in the wrinkles of her eyes are long
nights & somehow we still fit
two shots, polymer masks, a thousand
paper cranes & still everything
is left behind. the sky
should have been grey. in your stories,
it’s always the ones smoking delicate arcs
& curves of dreams,
life, oxford comma before
stage 4 lung cancer, who disappear
into silence, into grey
—but lao lao, what if people become stones?
what if they sink after a few skips? even in this rain
only the bottle is allowed
to be made of glass
for one inch of time, the girl,
chasing the leaving wave, will swim across
the glass earth & find the blurring,
the passing,
in her story there is a bottle, inside:
a goldfish & two cents
EDITORIAL PRAISE
Simultaneously abstract and deeply tangible, this poem will whisk you from seashore to seashore with colorful motifs and encroaching undertones of loss, regret, and a life relinquished. Through its careful repetition and subtly darkening scenery, it paints a portrait that seems to fold into itself, the story unveiling within a bottle trapped within that same story. Bright details and a distinct sense of familial longing make “goldfish” uniquely striking and hard to forget.
Lily Wang is grateful for her loved ones, rollerblades, cats, and particularly great quotes.
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